Where do you go when you can’t go home?
I’ll be right here if you need me.
At the end of the day at least you still have you.
I’m always there for you.
Why aren’t you there for me?
Me: I’m just so tired.
You: I know. Just don’t get too tired okay.
Is there such a thing as a safe place?
When I saw you I cried, I ran up to you, hugged and kissed you.
I told you how much I missed you, missed your voice,
laugh
smile
warmth.
You smiled at me, and your hands turned cold and your face began
to disappear.
I woke up.
My heart hurts.
I keep asking myself, “When am I going to be beautiful?”
And I’m afraid, someday soon, I will wake up an old woman
and realize how beautiful I was.
And I will mourn for the girl I once was,
and how foolish she was for not loving herself.
You: “I’m sorry”
Me: “Its fine”
You: “No its not”
Me: “I know”
But suffice to say, ms. ***** was unhappy and wanted to move on.
